is my puppy’s 1st birthday and Britney and Kevin’s 1 & 10 months anniversary.

It marks so much, especially being that the last year of high school is coming through and that I’ll be getting a bit more of independence with my license which I HOPEFULLY get soon. 

With this nostalgic mood I am in right now, I can’t help but to think about the relationship I’ve got and how lucky I am for it. Although I’ve lost much, I’ve gained a rock that I truly can use as my stronghold. For example, life has been such a pain lately as my mother has been constantly fighting with me, but I’m so glad I’ve got Kevin there to listen to my rants and to keep telling me not to let her mess with my head (even though I can’t do it). I don’t feel as if I need to impress anyone and conversation runs smoothly and I don’t need to compare myself to him. I’ve got much hope in him in for the upcoming year that I really don’t think our relationship will end anytime soon. In fact, I’ve never had to worry about that. Even through family drama and our own drama, I think we both just knew in the end of the day it’ll all be over. 

Gosh darn I’m happy I have him even through this wake of aggrivation though my family. I’d be lost if I didn’t.