February 2012
6 posts
Today I realized I have so much more power than I did before. As a result of what I experienced today and hell, my whole life, I had urges to crash and end it all when I was driving home. Just thinking of how easy it would be to just end it; no more problems, no stress, no pressure, no more people to constantly keep in check. No more getting annoyed of other people too. All of which my one day...
Some people just suck.
Some people will never change therefore leaving you to understand that you really can’t like everyone out there. Some are immature and selfish and will always think that they’re right. Some will just never want to hear your opinion nor want to be a friend. Some are just ill-mannered and will never try to make themselves a more likable person.
You will never get along with everybody....
I hate high school.
I hate how most the kids in AP classes are fake annoying dumbass girls that laugh like hyenas. I hate how most guys here don’t have manners and no respect for girls who actually respect themselves. I hate how the school is mostly filled with annoying girls that are rats. Kids here act younger than they should act, but who gives a crap most of them are ugly as balls anyways. Omg don’t...
January 2012
10 posts
Listened to the beach boys while getting home...
I feel so happy and full of hope. It was perfect.
I love Britney over 15 people used her rented...
Wait what happened? Lol
I think I’m most compatible with quiet people, introverts. I had a conversation with someone today that kept proclaiming she was an introvert and I just felt really comfortable talking to her. My past relationship with best friends has always been with someone that overpowered me, them being more social and talkative and whatnot. But I think the reason of why they’ve all never worked...
Today
is my puppy’s 1st birthday and Britney and Kevin’s 1 & 10 months anniversary.
It marks so much, especially being that the last year of high school is coming through and that I’ll be getting a bit more of independence with my license which I HOPEFULLY get soon.
With this nostalgic mood I am in right now, I can’t help but to think about the relationship I’ve got...
ohmissnatalie:
i am so glad i’m going to be rich and famous soon so i can laugh at everyone i went to highschool with and see how much better i am at everything they are doing with their lives right now
hahaha success is the ultimate revenge..
ohmissnatalie:
I’ll learn how to make you a sandwich when you learn how to buy me a Louis Vuitton bag.
Hahahahaha the joys of being the woman in the relationship..
Senioritis
Has hit me big time. Lol oh well let’s just watch me finish my homework in class tomorrow and HOPEFULLY ease back into the school rhythm. Man, where did all my productivity go? I swear to god break changed me. Now I can’t even bear to look at my textbook for 30 minutes..
December 2011
4 posts
In response to those tweets about spoiled kids
Not getting an apple product or a car for Christmas.
Everyday this week that I was out in public at least one person came up to me and asked for something to eat or money so they could eat. It hurt when I said no, but I don’t have money. If I did I’d have gotten them $2 subway or something.
But really, it’s horrid to hear people complaining about things so materialistic when...
Where do I wanna go..
Sitting in a home of a family I don’t know this christmas really makes me quite sad of how we’re spending my last Christmas of being under my parents. I hate to sound so immature when I say “I can’t wait til I’m 18 so I can be out of here”, but it’s somewhat true. I just don’t feel any happy. This year has been so bitter since my grandparents left as...
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Just a thought;
I want to do musical theatre :33
Damn
You know your boyfriend loves you when he gives you his last two cappuccino truffles. BAHAHA PMS WIN. This was the most selfless thing I’ve ever seen him do in our relationship. :3
November 2011
6 posts
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No expectations
So in 4th today, I was overhearing a classmate talk about his work and I just spontaneously decided to look on craigslist for part-time jobs again. AND THE PLACE I WANTED TO WORK AT IS/WAS HIRING. The animal hospital down the street <333 SO, after school I rushed my ass home and biked over and applied. Then AFTER I filled out my application, the receptionist told me it “MAY HAVE BEEN...
Wrong time to say this probably
But man have you ever felt like you were never appreciated for what you’ve done? Not to sound conceited, but high school has made me realize that I’ve been doing the works of the “modern woman”-multi tasking, doing alot, yet never thinking of the self. Physically, time-wise, EMOTIONALLY I have given myself and yet I feel like no one realizes that I put much of myself...
Rant
What pisses me off is that people complain about not having something that they want. Like stuff that costs over 100+. Man be happy you have food. Even a little scrap of food for one damn day. We’re too privileged here to be complaining about not having enough despite how bad it may seem.. It is worse somewhere else I can assure you. Be happy you’re not wondering if you’re gonna...
My parents are so grumpy ALL THE TIME
Blarghhhh.. Like idk how to even talk to them sometimes. :/
What I realized at my last homecoming rally
I’m glad I’m not dating one of those pretty boys that think they’re the shit.. Kevin’s the besterest :))))
SO senior year is pretty good
Landed Princess Jasmine for the Aladdin musical! Super excited :D
A few other things are pretty exciting too.. Although I feel like I’m kissing up to my English teacher since I’m in all of her clubs.. With the main parts.. Pre-trial attorney for mock trial too, although the team seems to be slacking much as of now :/ also beginning debate club too, but I won’t be able to...
October 2011
14 posts
There's too much shit to do on the weekends.
I just want a break so I can focus on my college applications :/
Which mean the world to me right now..
Feeling like shiiiiiit
Thanks.
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Too many intentions in life
If only I, we, anybody keeps that motivation to actually accomplish it. I can only imagine how fulfilling life would be if I could only keep to the dreams/goals I’ve made for myself.
As I’m listening to songs to cover for the rally at my school (because they NEED at least ONE decent act hahaha) I’m seriously wishing there was more time I could give to music. It’s seriously...
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Ignorance
I dislike it so much when people are hypocritical to other people. It’s like really? How ignorant can you get when you do something and you get irritated at somebody that does the same thing?
July 2011
16 posts
IT IS SO HOT
realizewithin:
I WANNA GO TO THE POOL OR SWIM OR SOMETHING
…. I WANNA GO TO SOAK CITY
DUDE YES
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It always hurts to look back at the people that...
But it’s also reassuring to know that there are still people that stay.
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lol got invited to go to Solvang for Chumash today
TO BAD IM NOT 18 BOOOO.
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So you gais..
I’m not in tennis again. Yeah, lol what a fail right? Came back for a 3rd (?) time and happened to not have it work out again. It’s all good tho, I’m starting over and doing new things. :) Planning to have a new extra-curricular my senior year that isn’t a sport, and planning to do loads of community service this summer and next year. I guess part of growing up is knowing...
